I didn't get any toys of my own until recently. The time, the money, or and the privacy required just never seemed to align. And I would try one, maybe not quite get the hang of it. Too fast, too intense, or just weird sensations.

So many problems.

Too cold, I have to hold one between my thighs, squeezing and rubbing it to be cosily warm. Edging it upwards as it begins to feel more like the real thing.

Too dry, I have to stroke it with lube in the palm of my hand to get it smooth and slippery. More lube on my fingertips, sliding over my skin, gentling showing the way, easing fingers inside.

Too boring, I have to get to that setting where the pulse builds up, then pauses for just a second, making me anticipate the next sensation. Teasing and enticing, but so, so, consistent and patient while my response builds in wave after wave after wave.

Too soft, I have to know just when to press the right button, to heighten my arousal as the orgasm starts to build, feeling the heat and the radiating pleasure sweep over my whole body.

So many problems to solve. So many different toys to try. So much practice needed.

And still a few issues. No mouth on my breasts. Sensitive nipples keep insisting that only a real, wet mouth will do. Only a lover will know when to lick, when to squeeze, and when a little bite will make me gasp. So many problems to solve, I'm going to need a volunteer....

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