My Personal Liberation
My teenage years of sexual explorations through the incredible years of partner sharing, swapping and an open marriage to my gorgeous wife who has since enjoyed well over a 100 different lovers and participated in numerous sex parties and orgies and with me being not far behind her in numbers. Our love for each other through these wonderful times was never in doubt and grew with each new experience. We both enjoyed partners not just for a one off fuck but some where we shared not only sex but genuine love. Today this is recognised as Compersion where we enjoyed not just single overnighters but some sex holidays where we would travel with our lover as if we were a married couple. On one special occasion Amy got to be reshared by her lover and went on to pull a number of paid tricks with punters - a paid sex worker - (that was something I’d often wondered/wished she’d have ventured into as it was she often received gifts and she may as well have gone pro anyway). She was the star attraction at a BBC gang bang fucking around 11 hung guys and leaving her both gaped and leaking cum for days afterwards which she always said was a most amazing experience
Pregnancy with a special lover was discussed and enjoyed as a gift with the child raised by me with its biological father becoming a favourite uncle and until very recently an always welcomed fuck
The incredible times however couldn’t continue for ever and came to an abrupt halt with Amy suffering medical problems and me becoming a very frustrated and horny husband. Amy, always my true love told me I was welcome to fuck her whenever I needed but knowing the pain this caused her I instead chose to enjoy a variety of escorts and on one occasion surprising myself with fucking this +++ sized lady with the biggest boobs I’ve ever seen. Escorts are true professionals and certainly know how to please the most jaded of men or indeed woman. Their services provide no hassle sex and relief without commitment.
As you’ve probably read in my earlier stories this all changed when my curiosity got the better of me and I became determined to find exactly what it was that Amy or many of my other lovers got from sucking on a cock and often swallowing a load of man cum too. I was at that time a homophobe and there was no way I could explore this with another homo but I resolved that dilemma by proving to myself that I wasn’t in any way whatsoever gay with a visit to a hot Tgirl. I not only got to answer that dilemma but I also willingly surrendered my anal virginity too to that Tgirl. I will treasure for the rest of my life the sensational feelings as that first and well lubed up cock slowly and sensually pushed past my sphincter and advanced with many pauses and many small thrusts until I could feel her balls pressing mine. I was lucky and felt no pain as my lover was a very experienced and practiced anal deflowerer. I felt amazing and so incredibly full with a beautiful and rapidly spreading feeling I felt flowing throughout my entire being. She skilfully began to thrust, turn, twist and full stroke me and shortly began to orgasm and to orgasm in the most spectacular way ever. Without any touching I came and spurted more cum than I’d ever done before. That I learned was what milking my prostate felt like and I realised right then that was the best sex felt like.
What a revelation that was with me discovering the joy of sucking a nice hard and hot cock and indeed tasting and swallowing that deliciously delightful hot cum. Within less than two hours I had willingly gifted my anal virginity to my Tgirl lover and at that time I actually felt complete in a way I’d never felt before
During my lifetime I thought I’d seen and experienced it all but that experience totally and irrevocably changed my life. I felt immense pride that I’d been confident enough to try this and I discovered that I loved it so much I soon couldn’t be bothered chasing a female pussy as I realised I now only wanted man sex and I was addicted to it. I discovered the incredible joys of bottoming and having my man pussy filled with cum.
My next stroke of fortune came when quite innocently at a social gathering I was lucky enough to meet a guy and although he was younger than me we soon hit off becoming both friends and confidants. It turned out that Alex was gay and had lived with his likewise gay partner for a number of years. Alex did tell me later that his gaydar led him to me! Anyway Alex and I soon became lovers and I realised that sex with an experienced gay lover was so hot and so far off the Richter scale that I soon developed strong feelings for him and he for me. I had often met Alex’s partner and we too soon became good friends with me often being shared between them. I was so proud to have them both tell me what a great fuck I was.
As my Birthday loomed Alex suggested that he and his partner would like a threesome with me as a birthday treat. Now I’d had numerous threesomes with my wife Amy and her then current lovers and I enthusiastically jumped at the opportunity of my first mmm threesome.
Besides our regular passionate kissing and fondling of each other’s cocks I soon had Alex fucking my face and Simeon my man pussy. Of course I’d often fucked Amy’s face while she got her pussy fucked and now I understand just how mind blowing, mind blowing and enjoyable it as much she’d enjoyed it before. Now here I was in that exact same position. The intensity of having two cocks plus four hands using me as their fuck toy was the ultimate level of sexual pleasure and when those two cocks exploded and filled my mouth and my man pussy with their glorious hot seed I knew I was no longer interested in heterosexual sex. Oh and coincidentally Simeon has the most incredibly fat and filling cock I’ve ever seen and love it when he fills me with his extreme fullness leaving me gaped and dripping cum for hours afterwards. From that moment on I’m now proud to admit I’m addicted to gay sex.
As for labels I couldn’t give a toss. You can call me a cissy or a gay but I know what fantastic sex actually is and enjoy it frequently.
