Jess and I had been talking about my fantasies for a year or so after I had finally built up enough courage to confide in her. I had a few fantasies and kinks, but the most intense was my desire to see her pleasured by other men. I longed to see her fucked by other men, or groups of men. It turned me on so much to think of watching her writhing in ecstasy, giving herself to others and having others make her eyes roll back in her head with orgasmic delight.

Her initial reaction was to call me a perv, which hurt. Then after a while, she started talking to me, to understand. I explained I didn’t want to lose her. She and us would always be my first priority, but I found it hugely arousing to think of, and to watch her being sexy, and 'slutty' even.

When we were dating we'd been sexy and even had some fun in public. Finger-fucking her to orgasm at a restaurant table. Fucking in Cranmer Square on the way back to our hotel after a dinner out in Christchurch.  Blowjobs driving in the car on a road trip, and orgasms from a good fingering on the same trip. Sometimes on a night out she’d wear no knickers and let me finger her in the taxi, or 'accidentally' flash someone. Once we were 'accidentally’ caught fucking by one of her girlfriends.  She gave me a blowjob on a plane travelling to the islands for a holiday.  In Europe we went to a sex show, and she masturbated while wanking me as we watched a foursome on stage.

Now though, she worried that me wanting to see her with others meant I didn’t love her.  She was worried it would impact our marriage. I told her, as long as it was just physical, just sex, then it was fine. From my perspective it’s no different to her getting pleasure from a massage or exercising with a trainer. Sure there's a whole different level of intimacy, but to me the principle is the same. I want her to enjoy her body. I want to see her happy. It would turn me on to see other men (or women for that matter) pleasing her and being pleased by her.  I could think of almost nothing better than her having sexy fun with others and then come back to me for more.

She wondered whether it was just an excuse to allow me to screw around with other women. I was honest with her.  I told her honestly that I would like to play with couples, and swap partners or, even better, to play in a group with everyone enjoying each other, but I wouldn't go there unless she was into it too. And for me it was just physical, pleasure, nothing like the love we shared which was way beyond the physical.

I wasn’t brave enough to tell her about my bi-curious side, but I think she suspected. Once, when I brought some vibrators and dildos online, in an effort to spice things up in the bedroom, she asked me if I wanted her to use them on me. That’s a different, and very fun story for another time.

Anyway, after a year of honest discussion, and reassurances, we got to the point where Jess would at least consider the idea. One thing was clear though - she felt totally weird about doing anything with other men in front of me.  That was off the table.  When I accepted that - with the proviso that Jess keeps me in the loop, tells me about it and hopefully shares pictures - things quickly got wild.

It started with a customer at her wine bar. She went back to his hotel, sucked him, fucked him and brought home some hot and very explicit pictures and videos. I loved seeing her suck his cock. Loved seeing her spread her legs and open herself up to him. He fingered her, licked her, fucked her and made her come hard. He wore a condom, as we agreed, but it was exquisite seeing his balls and cock pulse, as he pumped his load into her as he came.

And when she came home to me it was some of the most intense sex ever. Jess ground her pussy on my face until she came, before riding me and then getting on her knees, holding her pussy open and demanding I take her. As I fucked her hard from behind I fingered her asshole as I’d seen her playmate do and she had one of the most intense orgasms I could remember, with me filling her pussy with my load straight after.

Since then, she’d  embraced the opportunities that had arisen. She fucked a winemaker whose wine she sold at her wine bar. He was visiting on a sales call. They fucked on the bar at her work after the wine bar had closed. As well as seeing his cock in her mouth and pussy, I got a picture of his wine bottle pushing into her pussy from behind.

And a random guy from a bar in town where she went for a drink after work. She sucked him in the bathrooms at the bar and I got a video of him coming on her tits. Later she sent me a video of her masturbating in the Uber on the way home, telling me how he fingered her, how he made her squirt, and how much she wanted me to fuck her when she got home. I’ll never forget how wet she was when she crawled into bed with me.

There were women too. A waitress from a restaurant close to Jess's wine bar. A sales rep selling Jess's wine bar cleaning products. A regular from the wine bar. Jess had spent time with them one on one and I’d seen pictures and videos of them licking and fingering each other. The waitress had used a double dildo with Jess. The sales rep was my and Jess's favourite - scissoring to multiple orgasms. The regular from the wine bar convinced Jess to join her again with her boyfriend and I enjoyed pictures and videos of their threesome.  Jess being fucked by him from behind while Jess was licking her pussy. Jess and her in a 69 while he fucked them in turn. Jess riding his cock, kissing her tits while she rode his face.

Each time Jess played with others she would discuss it with me first, send me sexy notes and pics during and after, and come home to me for the best sex ever.  It was almost perfect. Then things changed.

Jess and I went out to dinner then out to a local pub to dance. We were enjoying ourselves, drinking and dancing, when Jess pointed out a guy in the corner. He was slightly older than us, classy and intriguing. His suit looked expensive, but he carried himself casually and looked like he was enjoying the vibe and  his own company. He was grooving at the edge of the dance floor.

“I’m going to fuck him” Jess told me with a glint of sexy naughtiness in her eyes, not looking for permission.

I didn’t even get a chance to to reply before she kissed me, dropped my hand, and moved to him. I watched them chat. I watched them get closer. He put his hands on her hips. They kissed and his hand moved down to cup and squeeze her ass. I watched them kiss deeply and leave the dance floor.